I'll do whatever it takes...

A strangled smile fell from your face.
It kills me to see that I've hurt you this way.
The worst part is that I didn't even know.
Now there's a million reasons for you to go.
But if you can find it in your heart to stay,
I'll do whatever it takes to turn this around.
I know that I've let you down...
And if you can give me a chance,
Believe that I can change for you.
I'll keep us together...whatever it takes.
If we're going to make this work,
You've got to let me inside even though it hurts you.
Don't hide the broken parts that I need to see.
If you can ever love me, I'll do whatever it takes.
I know that I've let you down,
But if you give me a chance, I'll keep us together.
Remember those times I told you the way that I felt for you,
And that I'd be lost without you.
Let's hold onto each other above everything else.
Let's start over again...I've missed you...

He had made his presence felt forever~~

His presence here was unwanted and unwelcome,
His morals an affront to everything she believed in,
But like the dark matter at the heart of a poisoned wound,
There was also that kernel of self-knowledge that raked her pride,
And refused to be locked away and forgotten.

To have looked into the sensuality of his face,
To have witnessed the manner in which that he had flaunted that sensuality mockingly in front of her.
Like a sword plunged straight through her heart,
There had been that lightning surge of desire.
It had burned a brand of searing mark,
And the embers had never fully cooled.
He had been able to get under her skin and into her heart,
Where it shall never leave for all eternity.

Learn to Forgive and Forget

Love is the most powerful force that exists. Add love to forgiveness and you have a very, very powerful combination. You cannot forgive without a true loving heart. When you see the pain that people have felt and had to deal with you can see how God can forgive - and you can do this as well. Forgiveness frees the forgiver of pain and anguish, and frees the guilty so that they can start again.

One of the things to do is to be humble and forgive and forgive every time you are attacked (it takes some belief to do this but it can be done). Keep a tender heart and know that your attackers are as Stephen knew his, that they know not what they are doing for they don't understand you and your golden heart. But still be good and faithful and keep a good humble heart, again and again.

You may feel some tears, emotional pain and sorrow under their stares, but it takes a far stronger person to stand up to attack and show love, than to attack as the attackers attack and yield result of more anguish, pain and sorrow.

While following what you know is right, even under false accusations, keep yourself in the trust of God. Pray for your attackers, love them as you know that they have made a drastic mistake and in time, God will show them the errors of their ways - be patient and keep loving and forgiving.

Don't Quit

When things go wrong, as they sometimes will,
When the road you're trudging seems all uphill,
When the funds are low and the debts are high,
And you want to smile, but you have to sigh,
When care is pressing you down a bit,Rest, if you must, but don't you quit.

Life is queer with its twists and turns,
As every one of us sometimes learns,
And many a failure turns about,
When he might have won had he stuck it out;
Don't give up though the pace seems slow--
You may succeed with another blow.

Often the goal is nearer than,
It seems to a faint and faltering man,
Often the struggler has given up,
When he or she might have captured the victor's cup,
And then learned too late when the night slipped down,
How close we are to the golden crown.

Success is failure turned inside out--
The silver tint of the clouds of doubt,
And you never can tell how close you are,
It may be near when it seems so far,
So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit--
It's when things seem worst that you must not quit.

Life Follows Us

"Destiny is no matter of chance. It is a matter of choice"...William Jennings Bryan

Life follows us. Everything we experience in our life is a result of what we have given out in our thoughts and feelings, whether we realize them or not. Life is not happening to us...life is following us. Our destiny is in our hands. Whatever we think, whatever we feel, will decide our life.

Everything in life is presented to us for us to choose what we love. Life is a catalogue and we are the ones who chooses what we love from the catalogue. But are we choosing the things we love or are we too busy judging and labeling the bad things? If our life is far from wonderful, then we've inadvertently been labeling all the bad things. We've allowed the things we think are bad to distract us from the purpose of life. The purpose of our life is to love, joy, to choose the things we love and turn away from the things we don't love.

From the book of "The Secret The Power" by Rhonda Byrne

• Life presents everything to us for us to choose what we love!
• If someone has something we want, be as excited as though we have it. If we feel love for it, we are bringing the same thing to us.
• When we see the things we want, we are on the same frequency as those things!
• Life's catalogue contains things we don't love, so don't choose them by giving bad feelings.
• Turn away from the things we don't love and don't give them any feeling. Instead say yes when we see something we love.
• The Law of attraction is responding to our feelings! It's only what we give that counts. The Law of attraction - is the law of you.
• Give judgement and critism and we give it to ourself. Give love and appreciation to another person or anything and we give it to ourself.
• When people set a lack of anything, it's simply a lack of love.
• We are good enough now. If we have done something that wasn't right, our realization and acceptance of it is absolution for the law of attraction.
• It's our beliefs, true or untrue, that forms our world.
• Our imagination is more real than the world we see, because the world we see comes from what we imagine and believe! What we believe and feel to be true is what will be our life.
• Whatever story we tell, whether good or bad, will be the story of our life. So start telling the story of our amazing life and the law of attraction must make sure we receive it.

A Friend hears the song in my heart & sings it to me when my memory fails...

If you have ever been in a really tight spot, then you will know who your real fiends are. They are a sub-set of your acquaintances and they are few and far between. A true friendship is something that we only become aware of when the chips are down. When you are in a difficult situation, when you really need help, before you are in despair, without being asked, a friend appears, to be with you. They may not have the answers and they may not know how to help, but they are there to be with you and share the burden as much as they possibly can.
To be a friend therefore is to give of yourself and there are times in life when the privilege of being a friend falls to each of us. So you know that you are being a true friend when you respond without concern about the amount of support the other party needs. You simply make yourself available to do whatever you can, even if it is just to be there enduring the pain with the other person. That’s what friends do.

Self sacrifice is the central act of the Christian faith, of course. Jesus himself said that there was ‘no greater love than that a man should lay down his life for his friends’ (John 15:13). Real friends identify themselves through a kind of self-sacrifice, not usually in the sense of laying down their lives, but in the sense of ignoring self-interest. True friends put themselves out, voluntarily, and they don’t mind that they are the ones who seem to be doing all of the giving. That’s what friendship is about and that’s why true friendship is something to be cherished.

A cry for salvation

As dawn brings a new day to a restless heart,
A glow that dispels the dark of night.
A glorious moment that only GOD can provide,
Lighting and brightens to remove the sadness of my empty soul.
Awake constantly every night in a strange and far away land.
Thoughts of failure, self-worth, past mistakes
Can I rectify what is damaged?
Do I even know what is damaged?
Is this my destiny to walk this path as HE decrees.
Is this a test of my faith in HIM.
As each night comes, so does a restless soul to walk..
A darkness walk of confusion and emptiness that keeps me captive..
There is no light to lift this heavy heart of mine..
No salvation for my soul that only HE can provide...
Leaving my troubles and pains in HIS hands as
A glorious brightness shines as I walk to meet HIM forever...

Missing you - ."May all your hearts' desire be fullfilled, Happiness & Healthy Always!

Today I woke up with a pain in my heart,
I didn't know where it came from until my mind reminded me......
that it's the pain of missing you.
What makes people dearer is not just the happiness that you feel when you meet them...
but the pain you feel when you miss them....
Every time I say "How are you?" my heart says "I care for you".
Every time I ask "How have you been?" my heart whispers "I miss you"
I may seldom tell you how special you are,
I may not be able to reach you because we're both busy.
But in spite of all, you know you are someone,
I really miss & care about.
When I miss you, I don't have to go far...
I just have to look inside my heart because that's where I'll find you.
I heard someone whisper your name, but when I turned around to see who it was,I was alone.
Then I realized that it was my heart telling me that I miss you.

WHEN A HEART TAKES CONTROL (A GLIMPSE OF MY DIARY)

It's getting hard to be around you, there's soo much I can't say...
My heart screams the words, but I helplessly walk away...
You don't know what I feel coz to you I don't show...
But all I want is for you to know...
My heart drops EVERYTIME you pass the corner of my eye...
I pretend like I don't see you coz I could melt with a simple "hi"...
Walking around as if I don't care, I act cool...
But that simply makes me feel more of a fool...
I'm good with words but I always try to conceal...
what I truly mean and how I truly feel...
instead I ruin myself with regret and hate...
hoping for that one day if this is truly fate...
You take my breath away though you metaphorically 'stink'...
SEE HOW YOU'RE MESSING WITH THE WAY I THINK??!!...
wtf! get a grip cheong! what is wrong with me??...
maybe it's coz I thought I only believe in falling for what I see...
this is not what I'm used to, I needed time to adjust...
It's that feeling in my heart that I need to learn to trust...
Sometimes I look into a mirror & I tell myself you deserve better...
My heart weeps inside but I try to pull myself together...
Sorry for all the things I never said or the words spoken that have hurt you...
Words spoken in anger is not from the heart & I never meant it...
believe me, I think about it every night when I lay on my bed...
Life goes on and we all go our separate ways...
Yet something tells me that I will never forget those days...
When you stole my heart & never gave it back...
Leaving me with a missing piece, in which without you, I will lack...

You can make a difference to your world...

It's not how much you accomplish in life that really counts,
But how much you give to others.
It's not how high you build your dreams that makes a difference,
But how high your faith can climb.
It's not how many goals you can reach,
But how many lives you can touch.
It's not who you know that matters,
But who you are inside.
Believe in the impossible,
Hold tight to the incredible,
and live each day to it's fullest potential.
You can make a difference to your world.

What Comes of Tomorrow

"Dear friend, I pray that you may enjoy good health and that all may go well with you, even as your soul is getting along well." 3 John 1:2

Joy is what fills the heart which holds within the mysteries of a friend,
A passion unknown unto words,
Within them fall the tears of all things we endure as one,
And from our eyes diamonds fall,
So precious every one.
Dear within, the memories they caress with sorrow,
And gather them today, for what may come of tomorrow.
Priceless...ever are these moments that I spend with the one so dear to my heart,
Comforting to know that you are near and always there for me..
Yet there comes a day when I see the eagle soar
And feel within my heart...a passion so much more,
As I stand beside you when that gleam glows in your eyes,
What comes of tomorrow...
My friend's lost paradise.
And though a distant barrier wells up within your heart..
Standing beside you on that road to paradise
We said our farewells and weep,
Knowing we must compromise,
And so I hold you close and whisper in your ear,
Please take with you these memories.
Then from my eyes, my tears.

Stand Tall & Never Doubt your worth...

You should never doubt your worth.
In my eyes & God's eyes....
You're worth every breath you've ever had...
And should never think that because of past mistakes....
That you're not a lovely person as I know that you are.
We've been tarnished by temptations....
And the trap that keeps us in.
Your life can b an adventure...
(especially if you have d right people sharing your new future with you).
Make it a goal to grow in personal courage as each day goes by.
Stand tall & face yr life as u were meant to....